So when I saw this picture it made me cry. I was feeling pretty good about myself and my progress, but this picture still shows that fat girl. I don't see her in the mirror, although I have caught glimpses of her in window reflections. I am so anxious for the outside to show what I see and feel on the inside.
I talked about this with the trainer (after about 2 weeks off of workouts) and realized that I need to come to terms with where I am and where I want to be. We're going to focus on 20 pounds for now. Twenty pounds is doable, right?
Actually I am just going to focus on 2 for this week. I want to be 168 by next Wednesday! I said it! I wrote it! Now I am going to make it happen!!
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